Portraits of People

here's why

http://www.bbc.co.uk/news/world-asia-pacific-13174810

 the reds on the right are the two places we went.
 the red on the left is Aba.


 an explanation for this.

 

you can't simply walk into Mordor

Im gonna catapult your memory back to the day I left for the Sichuan trip, and in an especially self-depreciating manner, eat those words which suggested that Sichuan would be easy to travel to simply because it wasn't tibet. 

 It was with a good-natured (if anything, immature) arrogance that we presumed our plans around the southwest of China could not come to harm simply because we stayed outside of the Tibetan borders. I guess one thing about border conflict is that the borders get blurred. The borders between Tibet and the rest of China are blurred to hell. Technically it is China, but that’s exactly the problem. Anyway.

We were leaving to Leshan on this particular morning, and because we were going to catch the bus to Leshan from the big bus station, we stopped past the hostel travel desk on our way out, enquiring nonchalantly into the best way to purchase bus tickets to Jiuzhaigou Nature Reserve. We were gifted with an incredibly polite response of –

     “Oh, I’m so sorry, you can’t go to Jiuzhaigou at the moment.”

     “What?” We replied in earnest and unpleasant surprise,

     “The road north from Chengdu is closed for repairs.”

     “The whole road?” I asked

     “Yes, I’m afraid the whole road is closed”

     “The entire road is closed?”

     “Yes.”

     “For everybody?”

     “Yes.”

     “When is it closed?”

     “For a while.”

     “What does that mean?”

     “The road to the north is closed for a while.”

(Oh, I see. Now I understand. Thanks for the clarification.)

     “How long is a while?” - I tried specificity.

     “When do you leave Sichuan?” She asked,

     “Next Tuesday”

     “The road will surely be closed until Tuesday.”

 

Shit.

     “Hang on,” I said, “Is the road closed for everybody?”

     “No.”

     “So the road isn’t really closed?”

     “I don’t think you can go north from Chengdu.”

     “But the road isn’t closed?”

     “Mmm,” she paused for the most imperceptible of moments – “the road is closed.”

Wow. I could see this conversation was really progressing. My friend stepped in and enquired about our backup plan, a trip west along the Sichuan/Tibet Highway to the town of Ganzi-

     “So how about tickets to Ganzi?” He asked.

The lady smiled apologetically, with a clearly detectable sense of embarrassment,

     “I’m sorry but I think you also can’t go to Ganzi.”

     “Why?”

(Oh oh oh! Let me guess!)

     “The road is closed.”

     “The whole road?” I ask again,

     “Mmm, yes.”

     “For everybody?”

She paused, avoiding eye contact. I bobbed my head down a little so it was directly in her line of vision, and pulled my best dad-meets-daughters-new-boyfriend facial expression. (Extreme suspicion mixed with doubt, disappointment and healthy dash of authority.) So she sees my face and quickly looks away, reaching for a map. It’s a map of Sichuan. She starts pointing –

     “So now we are in Chengdu,” she says.

(This woman is brilliant!)

     “Yes, I’m quite sure of it.” I reply with a little too much exasperation.

     “Mmm. You cannot go here (points north) or here (points west).”

Wow, I feel like I’m reaching enlightenment.

    “Why not?” I asked. Almost laughing by this stage.

    “Because it’s-”

    “Lemme guess, closed for repairs?”

    “Yes.”

Interesting.

I decide to try a different approach. I’ll be frank with this woman. Treat her like a reasonable adult, get her to level with me.

     “But if it’s totally closed for repairs, how do the Chinese people get from place to place?”

     “Mmm.” She pauses again.

Come on, come on, whats going on, she’s totally going to tell us, comeoncomeoncomeon-

    “Mmm.” Now she looks at us. Really looks at us and our faces. “I think the road is not really closed-” (my heart leaps!) “-but you cannot go to these places.”

Shit.

Let’s try again.

     “Why not?” I ask. Now I’m just irritated.

     “Actually, the government is not letting any foreigners go to rural areas now.”

Wow, ok, here we go, finally, some truth!

     “Why not?”

     “Because it is not safe for you.”

And here, you can clearly observe a government mouthpiece in her natural habitat.

    “I know there are two people, today, who are trying to go to Kanding.” She volunteered this information quietly. “So maybe when you get back tonight you can know if they were ok or not.”

Well. There was nothing we could do until tonight, so we thanked her continued out and got ourselves taxis to the bus station. Lining up for fifteen minutes at the ticket desk, we bought our Leshan tickets and I also asked the lady (in Chinese) if we could purchase tickets to Songpan-

     “Meiyou!” (Don’t have!) She replied loudly.

     “You don’t have tickets to Songpan?” (in Chinese)

     “Meiyou!”

     “Why?”

     “Meiyou!”

     “Really? Are you sure?” (in Chinese)

     “MEIYOU!”

Wow, yep, okey dokey. No tickets to Songpan. Gotcha.

We had twenty minutes until our bus left and so popped into the Tourist Information Centre next to the bus station. Here we met a lovely young lady.

    “Hi, we want to go north to Songpan and Jiuzhaigou. Do you think we can?”

    “Actually right now it is very difficult for foreigners to travel in Sichuan.” She replied.

Incredibly perceptive of you.

    “Yes, we noticed. Why is that?”

    “Because now it is April, and in April the minorities and Tibetans celebrate independence. So the Chinese government doesn’t want people to travel to these places.”

WOAH.

HONESTY!

Hearing those words made me feel like I’d died and gone to heaven! Well, not necessarily heaven, maybe just some lovely democratic country where people don't lie to you. Not China, anyways.

    “Ohhhhhh. Ok. So they probably don’t want us in Songpan then.”

    “No.”

At least she’s honest.

    “But what about Jiiuzhaigou? Because it’s not really a city, it’s just the nature reserve. Do you think we could get to Jiuzhaigou?”

    “Ahh. It depends on whether you can get a bus ticket or not,” she says matter-of-factly, "but Jiuzhaigou would be better than trying to get to Songpan."
This is baffling because we have to go through Songpan to get to Jiuzhaigou, but I'm not going to bring it up.

    “And if we can buy the tickets we can get there?”

    “Maybe. Maybe not. Maybe they will stop you and tell you to go back.”

The logic is failing…

    “Do you know where the checkpoints are?”

    “I think maybe there will be checks all along the way.”

Swell.

We thanked the lady and returned to the line. This time we asked the woman for three tickets to Jiuzhaigou Nature Reserve – and after a little bit of banter in Chinese, asking her about her breakfast and if she's been to see the place - we succeed!!! The lady sold us three tickets for the first (and only) bus to Jiuzhaigou the next morning.

Now we feel positively exhilarated. The three of us are from Finland, Norway and Australia – all three very democratic and very free countries. All of us are uncomfortably aware of the status of the government of the country in which we are currently living. The idea that the government is trying to prevent people from celebrating independence is so revolting to our ideas of what it means to be a free and liberal nation. Why would the government continue to act in ways which make it ashamed to truly reveal itself to foreigners? Why does this government presume that they can actually hide their actions forever? The sheer level of arrogance alone is baffling, but what I find most difficult to understand, is why the Chinese government is so forceful in trying to claim people who clearly don’t want to identify as Chinese. The land has no incredible resources that cannot be found anywhere else in China, autonomous Tibetans and minorities would never pose a political or militant risk to the greater Chinese country, and China is certainly not in need of more mouths to feed. I will not continue this discussion here, but I encourage you to look into it if you are in a place with uncensored internet access.

We had a wonderful trip to Leshan that day, as you have already read. When we got back to the hostel we went straight back to the travel desk, and were greeted by a young man. This time we knew where to start.

     “We know two people tried to get to Kanding today. What happened to them?”

You would have thought we were the Spanish Inquisition by the look on his face. Once he had recovered from his shock, he looked at us and sighed and sat up in his chair, elbows on the table, head in hand.

     “They were stopped by the police two hours out of Chengdu.”

We were silent. He continued –

     “They were sent back.”

     “Damn.”

     “And their passports were recorded and put on file.”

     “Shit.”

     “I really suggest you do not try travelling to rural areas at the moment. You really can’t go to those places.” He was dead serious. Genuinely concerned.

     “What about the north road? Is it just the west road that is closed?”

     “No, all those kinds of places are closed to foreigners. There are police checks everywhere. Maybe until the end of the month.”

     “****. So what are we supposed to do!?” I’m annoyed now.

    “Chengdu is famous for it’s pandas. We can arrange a tour to the panda rehabilitation centre for you!”

Jesus christ. This conversation wasn’t going anywhere. And neither, apparently, were we.

We thanked the young man for his time, assuring him that if we wanted to see pandas, he would be our first port of call. Now we went to the bar, got ourselves some Snickers bars, White Russians and settled in to discuss our options. Or lackthereof. Serious lackthereof.

This was one of those best-case/worst-case scenario situations.

Best case scenario: We are allowed on the bus, and then make it out of Chengdu, and don’t get stopped on the way to Jiuzhaigou and then manage to get a bus ticket to Songpan from Jiuzhaigou and sneak our way into the remote village on the way back toward Chengdu.

Sounded a lot like wishful thinking.

Worst case scenario: We aren’t allowed on the bus.

Worst case scenario: We get stopped two hours out of Chengdu.

Worst case scenario: We get stopped twelve hours out of Chengdu.

Worst case scenario: We get stopped twelve hours out of Chengdu and get dumped in the middle of nowhere in winter in the snow with no way home.

Really bad worse case scenario: We get stopped twelve hours out of Chengdu get dumped in the middle of nowhere in winter in the snow with no way home AND get our passports recorded and entered onto the national records.

It was that last part that really worried us. We could handle a bit of necessary hitchhiking or a hefty last-minute bus ticket to get back. We all had warm clothes and mobile phones. The really bad thing was this whole on-record thing. My Finnish friend did a lot of work with her embassy in Beijing, my Norwegian friend plans on applying for a residents permit to live here next year, and I have to renew my students’ permit this July for my second semester here. Any mark on our records would seriously jeopardise our plans in China – both long term and short term.

We were stuck. I was pretty damn pissed. If there is one thing I can’t stand, it’s people telling me I can’t do something. And when a faceless, unjust, dick-of-a-government tells me I can’t travel because they are embarrassed by their own violence and control, then I feel very angry indeed.

So basically the next two hours involved all of us trying to convince ourselves to go, and then all of us agreeing we shouldn’t risk it, and then all of us being one hundred percent sure we wouldn’t get recorded, and then all of us saying we were daft if we thought we wouldn’t. It was all very useless, so we decided to go to bed.

On our way back though, we passed a new girl at the desk and I thought I might just ask her for a spot of clarification…

      “Hi. We know travel at the moment is difficult, but we really want to head north, and we were wondering how likely it is that our passports will be recorded if we get stopped by the police on our way?”

Her reply was unflinching – “Oh not very likely at all. If they see you they will send you back, but they won’t record your passport details or anything like that. And even if they ask to see your passports, just don’t give them to them.”

WOAH.

INCREDIBLE.

The decision was made then and there. Unanimously. We would go.

Well, we would try…

Waking at 5:00 am the next morning was not difficult. Intrepidation catapulted me out of bed. My bag was packed, my shoes and socks were laid out and my hair already in plaits. I was so happy. So excited by the idea of doing exactly what I wanted to do. I just felt so determined and free. All the years of reading as a child, crying that I would never have adventures like my heroes. Crying that there was no magic in the world. I had not been chosen for Hogwarts, nor was I a knight of the round table or a Jedi master. Finally, I was doing something my ten-year-old-self would be proud of. Like the fulfillment of a prophecy, I was standing tall and living large. Things would go well, I could feel it in my bones.

                                                                                                                                  

Arriving at the bus station in good time (but with not too much time) we walked confidently through the terminal. Met by curious glances by the lady at the gate, she double checked our tickets before showing us to our bus. The driver was waiting outside with another man, talking and checking passengers. He saw the three of us with our backpacks and stiffened. I handed over our tickets.

He began speaking in very fast, officious Chinese, “where are you planning to go?”

      “Jiuzhaigou” I replied in Chinese, “we are told that it is the most beautiful place in Sichuan.”

He eyed us carefully, “when did you buy these tickets?”

      “Yesterday,” I replied, “yesterday when we went to Leshan we also bought our tickets for today. Is everything ok?”

The man beside the driver piped up in pleasant Mandarin – “Your Chinese is very good!”

     “Thankyou!” I beamed, this was a good sign, “we are Fudan Students all the way from Shanghai.”

     “Students?” The bus driver glanced between us again.

I smiled at the driver.

We held our breath for a moment.

Finally he sighed and stepped back, unblocking the entrance to the bus. We wasted no time shoving our packs into the luggage compartment and slinking down into our seats. Waiting impatiently for the bus to fill, I kept an eye on the driver.

When the bus finally started moving I felt so relieved, I paused for a moment to look out the window and appreciate the beautiful weather. We were waiting for the boomgates to open so we could drive out and I was an instant from remarking what a shame it was that we would be on a bus all day, when something caught my eye.

Or rather, I caught someone else’s eye.

A police officer pacing the station had seen me and my Finnish friend on the bus. He looked at us and instantly shifted his gaze to the front of the bus – the destination sign. Anger flashed over his face, and he immediately began walking towards us. He was furious. Striding towards us, the space between us shrinking so quickly. At ten meters, the bus lurched forward with an impatient shout from the driver who clearly had not noticed the officer. Relief washed over us as we turned the corner. Almost out of sight, I took a chaste glance back to see the officer berating the young man working at the boomgate box. That was close. Very close.

I was sweating. No kidding. The back of my neck was slick with perspiration. You should have seen his face, it would have made me pee my pants if I was actually my ten-year-old-self. But I wasn’t. I was nineteen now, and I was adventuring. Hardcore.

After that all-too-close encounter, we wore beanies and sunglasses. Police seemed to be everywhere in the city. You don’t realise just how many police officers there are in China until you are trying to hide from them. Within half an hour though, we had made it out of the city centre and were relaxing little by little, but there were frequent toll gates along the road. The bus was forced to slow down to pay the fare and there were almost always police at these intervals. The officers would glance at the bus, but we had no way of knowing if they were actually on order to look for foreigners or not. After about four hours of intense tenseness, though, we felt ourselves tiring. There was only so long you could keep vigilant watch.

The scenery had changed dramatically within a few hours. At first I only realised how relieved I felt every time we drove through another incredibly long, unlit tunnel. Normally I don’t like tunnels, but these were so long and so dark they were the only chance I had to relax because there was no chance of anyone noticing us. In the middle of one of the longest tunnels, when I actually stopped to think about how many we had passed through, I realised that we must have been driving through very mountainous lands. I looked up just in time to see the driver start overtaking a massive truck in front of us, and with only two lanes, by the time we pulled out to the left it was too late to tell if the bright filtered light in front of us was coming from headlights or the ending of the tunnel. My heart skipped a beat like missing a step in the dark. There was so much dirt and dust and fog and smog in the air that only basic shapes could be distinguished, and I breathed an audible sigh of relief when the light smacked my eyes signaling the end of the death trap. Now I hated the tunnels.

As soon as I could see again, I really looked around. Massive, towering mountains rose up almost vertically on either side of us and in front of us stretched to the horizon was relentless construction work. The landscape was almost completely grey, the air being so full of pollution and dust from the work, and the trees and grass appearing dead on account of the winter. The rock was almost pitch black, and the kind that splintered off into thousands of sharp points with every break. Piles of frighteningly recent fallen rocks scattered the road, obscuring our path frequently, and when I looked up I realised that it was impossible to see the tops of the mountains – they were too high and the air was too dirty. Groups of workers were heaving heavy things from one place to another and digging with shovels and bashing at the ground with picks, all wearing black. We passed whole bridges that had broken in half and plummeted to the gushing freezing rivers underneath, left there unrepaired since the earthquakes in 2008.  I was frightened and repulsed by all the visual information I was receiving – it was the bleakest, most harsh of atmospheres imaginable. The whole picture was just devoid of life, completely lacking of humanity. And I was so stressed about being found. It’s true what they say about not being able to just walk into Mordor. All these workers were like Orcs, tolling for the government’s gazing Eye of Sauron. And we were certainly not able to just walk in. I did not find comfort or amusement or even excitement at this idea, though. Mordor was never a place I wished to travel to. Sauran is not something you want to be discovered by…

After another few hours of exhausting fear, I drifted into an uneasy sleep. I woke up each time the bus slowed for a toll gate and sped up to overtake. Each time was without trouble though. Twice, I saw what I knew was surely a checkpoint and caught my breath and heart in my chest. Police were stopping vans and cars and taxis, checking not only who was in the vehicle but also what goods they were carrying. I never saw busses stopped, though, and then I remembered that the two people who were stopped trying to get to Kending had hired a driver instead of a bus. I realised that police probably presumed that foreigners wouldn’t be able to buy bus tickets, or would be less likely to take the crowded, smelly transport anyway. It was reassuring to know that our student-minded frugality had probably saved our journey.

I was unsure of how much time had passed, but I noticed that the further we travelled, the more Chinese flags I saw flying from the roofs of houses and huts and bulldozers. As we drew further from Chengdu and deeper into the rural areas, almost every single house in the occasional villages we passed sported the bright red marker of China. It was such an obvious attempt at compensation, such an obvious indication that the government had been, was, and will continue to exercise its strange and strong kind of influence on these places. Brand new billboards appeared each time a small village did, each one probably costing thrice the price of a house nearby. They depicted shining faces of workers looking up and out optimistically across the land as though they were straight out of a propaganda campaign. Big red words appeared alongside the exemplar citizens. All I had time to be able to read was something like “safe and beautiful one big country family.”

Even weirder than this, was the fact that all the small villages we passed were brand new. The houses all sported bright white new paint, and perfect roofs and new hedges and transplanted trees. Like mini, rural, Asian Stepfords. I considered that the 2008 earthquakes ravaged the area, and perhaps there were the rebuilt houses, but none were even close to being three years old. I also remembered that many Tibetans and minorities were originally nomads – a concept which clearly doesn’t align itself with a capitalist, private property driven state. Nor does it align itself with the government’s wish to keep everybody under constant surveillance (read: control). I think perhaps the government builds these incredibly manicured villages in order to house and thereby control the people with naturally nomadic wills. Two flags per house would suggest so, and that’s exactly what I start seeing after another hour.  

We arrived at Jiuzhaigou at nightfall without hassle. We had made it. The police in the small hotel/hostel area outside the park eyed us curiously, but so long as they didn't arrest us, we were too tired to care about their facial expressions. We checked in to our room, got ourselves some local beer and dinner, then crashed for the night.

Leshan Lelovely

Leshan was such a lovely place. I don't have any funny anecdotes or shocking facts - it was just wonderful. Renewed my faith in the countryside. Not that I ever lost it.

This is the main street. Isn't it just swell? You can tell by the way these people hold their hands, that they are swell people.

The local rickshaw drivers take a well-deserved break to play some majong. Don't let this photo fool you though, it was a ruckus! A friendly ruckus, that is.

The architecture all over China is amazing, but in small old towns like Leshan there are breathtaking originals often sitting empty. I am bursting with ideas for the potential of these buildings. Wonderful yet frustrating.

As if views like this still exist!! Look at that bridge!!!

I thought things couldn't get any better, and then we met a young girl who let us play with her pet bunnies. It's so cliche it hurts.
(but in a nice way)

They still know how to work hard, and they eat what they grow.

Fresh banana buns finished the day quite nicely, thankyouverymuch. Quite nicely indeed.

with the best of intentions

I was humbly doing my thang, taking pictures of people, on a very crowded bus. I do my best for you, to provide you with insight into the places I go to... and guess what happened.

I got my pocket picked. Lost about fifty bucks. Yep.

I thought I was a bit immortal, to be honest. I was getting a bit ahead of myself. But this incident officially took me down a peg. Or two. 

Yeah. Two pegs down.

At least the pictures were pretty good...

Giant Buddha is Giant

When you sit down and consider the kind of people who like Buddha (i.e. Buddhists) and how those are the kinds of people who do big things and build big things, when you conceptualise the biggest Buddha in the world, you just know that it’s going to be a damn big one. The world’s largest Buddha can be found in Leshan, two hours drive from Chengdu, and I can personally testify that you cannot finder a bigger Buddha anywhere in the world. It has fingernails the size of a person and each little curly roll on its head is the size of a human skull. The only trouble is, is that it doesn’t really do anything. It just sits there. It’s not even particularly aesthetic. To be honest, I’m getting a little bit tired of this kind of thing continuously happening when I go to see a Buddha or two.

So anyway, you climb these crazy stairs to get to the Buddha, and there are tons and tons of people everywhere and big groups of them wear matching caps. It sits there with this super chilled expression, like if it spoke it would just say “don’t worry dude, I got this. The whole afterlife thing and all the rules and stuff, just chill. Its all good man, its all good.”  I saw some people having quiet moments, gazing at the gigantic deity, but I really didn’t feel it. All I could think about was how many people died to make it. I was thinking how they would have fallen and how they would have been crushed.

So then I started thinking about all the big things in the world that people died to make. You know, all those superlatives from back in the times where there was no workplace health and safety. I’m not talking about the big lobster or a giant pineapple, I’m talking about this big-ass Buddha and the Great Wall and Notre Dame and the Pyramids of Giza and the Aztec Pyramids and the bloody Vatican. Somebody should make a blog about all the places in the world that hundreds of people had to die to create.

 

And the great irony is that we flock to these places now. Live people, paying buckets of money to see things people died to make.

Chengdu City Report

We flew straight into Chengdu as if our radars had been set to search for ‘pure awesomeness’. A short walk revealed a capital city that was just capital. Compared to Shanghai, the pace of Chengdu is wondrously ambling, and despite being the fourth largest city in China, it manages to comfortably hold on to its neighbourhood feel. In just a few steps a main road can turn into a beautiful leafy laneway filled with puppies and old people. There are almost just as many cars, and yet the traffic seems more courteous and less dangerous. There are almost just as many people, and yet less of them spit and less of them shove. There is almost as much pollution, and yet – well… no the air is still rubbish. But there are more dogs and less cats which equates to the people being much more friendly and much less hungry. 

In fact, the city itself seems so much more comfortable in itself. I have such a strong feeling of adolescence when I try and personify Shanghai. She wants to be good at everything and be the biggest and the most influential and the most chic, but in her confusion and eagerness to please she has forgotten to provide people with a nice place to live. Chengdu turned 30 a few years ago and doesn’t care what she looks like anymore. She doesn’t fall to the fads of consumerist China as much as her capital-city-counterparts, she dresses comfortably, and has surrounded herself with cool people and places. 

Both Shanghai and Chengdu have tried the whole ‘western influence thing’ and they both fail an almost equal number of times. For example, this is not an appropriate reproduction of a Greek bronze sculpture:

Here is a possible an indicator of why pollution is so bad in Chengdu – every single restaurant needs at least a billion lights squeezed together on a sign the size of Texas. This is non-optional. Walking this street at night is  dangerous due to high levels of radiation, and I also have my suspicions that constant exposure to the restaurant strip of Chengdu may cause epilepsy.

One really great thing about Chengdu that I am yet to find in another metropolis city, is the ability to conveniently purchase turtles on the way home from work. Too often I find myself in a mood to buy a turtle or two, and I just think ‘it’s too much hassle. You can’t get any good turtles around here.’ Chengdu really has it all.

I didn’t know cows could produce milk with collagen!!! Haha just kidding, everybody knows that all the cows in China look great because they are fed age-defying grass. The cows are also all albino, which is why your hair turns bright white when you drink their milk. But your eyebrows will stay brown.

I guess if choose Chengdu to raise your children in, you can be sure that their education isn’t that same-old same-old kind of thing. In Chengdu, each child experiences a new, previously untested version of school. Some examples include: teaching entirely via shadow puppets, starving the child to encourage ingenuity and student elections amongst infants to develop an early sense of identity and place. 

Many Chinese cities are made entirely of concrete, and it is natural to miss the trees and grass. In Chengdu, you don’t have to worry about a lack of foliage. Just a couple of pot plants on a roof and some water and sunshine, and in a few short months you will have a monster garden which engulfs your entire apartment building!!!

People sell pineapple everywhere in this city. In fact, everywhere we went in Sichuan they sold a lot of pineapple. This phenomenon does not particularly worry me because I do like pineapple. But I’m serious, this province has a shitload of pineapple.

My friends and I all agreed that if we were to choose one Chinese city to live in, out of all we have seen so far, we would pick Chengdu. It was a vibe thing, and as such, is entirely difficult to explain in words. But trust me. It was crazy lovely.

Portraits of People